Monday, Dec. 06, 2004
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i dont know whether i want to be back here or not. the sirens from the ambulances are blazing down the motorway slip road & my cigarette smoke remains in the air even with the window open. the living room is covered in rubbish & the bathroom is scummy & disgusting. the housemates are boring anti-social & idiotic.
sometimes, i dont care. my attitude has changed from something that was expectant, forward looking, excited, anticipatory, to something that is apathetic, bored, unimpressed & disappointed with what i've been given.
my finger's bleeding.
thissidedown at 2:12 pm