2003-07-19
suicidal
i'm about to see a million things i thought i'd never see before and i'm about to do all the things i dreamed of and i dont even miss you at all
*the used
blurry eyes and broken nails as she fights away the tears
she tries to be stronger than you, than them, than the whole world
but the pretence is failing her, failing you and failing the whole world
its like the lies she tells to herself are disintergrating and she falls into emptiness
the facarde is holding up, she is almost living in some sort of hope that makes you desperate for her to survive the suicidal tendancies that she gets
thissidedown at 11:26 a.m.