Wednesday, Nov. 12, 2003
sleep
this is the point where i lock my door, close my eyes and try to sleep..
you didnt see me knelt over the toilet bowl whilst laura went to get me water
you didnt see me sitting outside chain smoking cigarettes in tears
you didnt see me look longingly towards the ten pack of razors i have in my bathroom
&& if i got my way, you wouldnt see me naked this weekend either
thissidedown at 11:14 pm