Tuesday, Oct. 14, 2003
okay okay okay
close my eyes and wish for another boy
because i know this one wont love me the way i need
get back under the water
scrabble for the razor blades
hold yr breath
and wait for the water to turn red
living with heartache
smoking cigarettes in the dark
crying myself to sleep
waiting on a heartbrake
just waiting to hear those words
you mean nothing to me
early morning blurry eyed tear stained broken hearted day dreaming fucked up ramblings
thissidedown at 8:41 am