Thursday, Jan. 15, 2004
dont you be go going there
sadness is a drug that creeps into my bones, it seeps into my bones, slips into my veins, wraps itself around my heart and restricts the blood flow to vital organs
i tell myself to fall asleep, that it doesnt matter, lonliness is a state of mind they say, so maybe if i fly and dance and find someone to hold my hand maybe i'll survive
everything seems to take so long, the seconds and minutes and hours and days and weeks seem to go by so slow
i miss the way the days lazily go by
thissidedown at 11:30 pm