Thursday, Oct. 16, 2003
dancing
i bought the nme
there was a poster
of richey edwards
from the manics
with cuts on his arm
and when steve said
what the fuck has he done
and why the hell does he
show them off like that?
i knew that he couldnt be told
so thats one new friend down
and long sleeved tshirts
that need to be worn
especially around him
and theyve probably
not noticed
my wrist
and they wont be noticing
my legs
or arms
or stomach
because i wont show them
remember
i said i never wanted to be
that girl who cuts herself
remember
i said i never wanted to be
that girl whos crazy
remember
i said i never wanted to be
the girl who cant cope
but fuck it
im coming home tomorrow
and it doesnt matter anymore
i want to feel safe
music: mary lou lord [camden town rain]
thissidedown at 6:31 pm