Tuesday, Sept. 16, 2003
being second best
im tired of being second best
yknow, the girl who's not quite as good as the one everyone seems gaze at with adoring eyes
sometimes i dont know whether to take the things you say as compliments or slaps in the face
you believe i dont care
you think i dont care
you say i dont care
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU KNOW
and here i go into my preteen obsessive side
i wish i was pretty
i wish i was beautiful
i wish i could be everything im not
SOMETIMES IM TORN BETWEEN CRYING AT THIS PATHETIC THIS LITTLE LIFE IS OR LAUGHING FUCKING HUGE BELLY LAUGHS AT HOW FUCKING SCREWED UP THIS ALL IS
music: anthrax [safe home]
thissidedown at 11:07 am