Sunday, Dec. 28, 2003
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im not the sort of person who likes to be alone
wiping my tears away in an air conditioned room in an apparent paradise
i cant sleep at night because i hate sleeping in double beds alone when i know i could be with you in yours
i dont look at the other happy couples when i know half of me is at home with you
i want to be back with someone who knows who i am and not just some girl who gets leered at by the waiters and bar staff
backhanded words and bitchy comments about my faults and inabilities - i can see them just as much as he can
i cant do this
i cant
i cant
normal service will resume soon
[try next sunday]
thissidedown at 9:49 pm